the.politics.of.lonely

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 20:15:03 GMT

i made a new livejournal.

muthaf_inkat

so please add it because i plan on deleting this one soon. woooooooooooo

the end.

broken record...broken record...broken record...

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 03:13:19 GMT

I wanna live in a city with no friends or family
I'm gonna look out the window of my color T.V.
I wanna remember to remember to forget you forgot me
I'm gonna look out the window of my color T.V.
Through the cracks in the wall
Slow motion for all
Dripped out of the bars
Someone smart said nothin' at all
I'm watching T.V.
I guess that's a solution
They gave me a receipt that said, I didn't buy nothin'
So rust is a fire and our blood oxidizes
My eyes rolled around, all around on the carpet
Oh hit the deck, It's the decal man
Standin' upside down and talkin' out of his pants
I wanna live in a city with no friends or family
I'm gonna look out the window of my color T.V

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 03:31:19 GMT

I took pictures of houses
with the light all behind them
It reminded me of time i spent with you

It was beautiful
It was beautiful
It was beautiful
To think of you

The unthinkable humming of the birds outside my window drone away
All I used to ignore

It was so simple
It was so simple
It was so simple
To be with you

Oh come on say it plainly before
Words lose their meaning
Surround me and everyone that I love

I can feel things are changing
Summer time is slowly sinking in
I remember back I still believe

In purity
In purity
In purity oh oh oh ohhh
I still believe

Will I ever wake from this dream
To untie all the ships sailing away
From me

It will be beautiful
It will be beautiful
It will be beautiful
To watch them leave
ohhh yeah

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 21:14:57 GMT

I wanna live in a city with no friends or family
I'm gonna look out the window of my color T.V.
I wanna remember to remember to forget you forgot me...

"you put the gina in vagina"

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 06:09:37 GMT

today was nice ♥

i feel naughty.....muhaa

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 18:37:24 GMT

scott just fondled (tugged on) my (bare) earhole in journalism

the end.

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 02:54:16 GMT

like the fucking idiot i am i deleted my sn.

mutha f in kat

thats my new sn ^^^...add me

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 05:12:32 GMT

misery loves company.

doctor do you have a remedy?

i wont lie...

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 17:02:48 GMT

i have a woman crush on Liz.

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 02:49:19 GMT

Well beauty’s just another word
I’m never certain how to spell...

Throw away my misery
It never meant that much to me
It never sent a get-well card....

bah.my dad got really drunk saturday.

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 03:49:33 GMT

this is dedicated to Liz, Krista and Maciu, because you all think my Dad is a creep. bahhhh.

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 17:41:20 GMT

scott sucks at living. ♠♥

life sucks.

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 18:27:40 GMT

so this sucks, i fucking got into an accident last night(some douche bag hit me) anddddddddd i fractured my elbow and ruined the car.

THE END.

the end.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 03:25:31 GMT

I'm tired of myself, tired of this town.

being good in bed is just a plus...

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 18:52:59 GMT

i love teresa martinez.

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 00:47:31 GMT

maciu fell up the stairs....and he has a hairy bellybutton. muhahahaha.

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 01:24:45 GMT

take one last look at my bland lay-out because as of tomorrow it will be gone.

yea.woo.go.tom.go.represent.

if my life was a song...

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 03:24:28 GMT

As I'm talking my words slip to the floor

And they crawl through your legs and slide under the back door

Rendering me freakish and dazed.

Well here I am.  I don't know how to say this.

The only thing I know is awkward silence.

Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.

So I'll go walking through the streets until my heels bleed

And I'll sing out my song in case the birds wish to sing along.

And I'll dig a tunnel to the center of the universe.

I'll make my way across the frozen sea, beyond the blank horizon,

Where I can forget "you and me" and get a decent night's sleep.

Well here I am.  I don't know how to say this.

The only thing I know is awkward silence.

Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.

Don't shut me out...

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 20:37:23 GMT

blah. school sucks.
i'm dropping two of my classes, sooo my schedule will go a little something like this...

1a/1b-psych

2a/2b-cinema

3a-no more trig.....now i will have seminar

3b-strides

4a/4b-no more commercial design...now i will have seminar

is that not the easiest schedule?

bah!...yes.score.zing.

i wanted to take either art in contemporary society, or creative comp(even though im taking expo comp. next 1/2) but they dont have available when i have seminar.

and....thats my story....

the end.

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 19:35:26 GMT

...I don't know what I should do with my hands when I talk to you.
and you don't know where you should look, so you look at my hands...

oh the fun we have.

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 18:20:08 GMT

..creepy..

yeah krista..you represent those camels.

eww i look like macius new fat/red baby cousin in this pic. haha

looks like someones touching maciu's crotch...haha

in the words of scott-hmnnnn, i think ill do a "what i did today" entry. here it goezzz-

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 04:57:08 GMT

today i did what ive been dreading for almost 3 months. said
my final goodbyes. offically gina becky adal and cheryl are all gone.
o yea, and i registered for school.

then i ditched work.
went to matt's.
got some food with maciu krista and lauren.
sat at the park and made fun of little kids with krista and maciu.
went back to macius and watched some quality new kids on the block...that shit was live.
ann came over and we all watched celebrity poker.
went back to my house.
drew stalked me until i came over and watched big fish haha.
drew and i cried hysterically.
the end.

represent.

yesterday..in a big nutshell...i guess?

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 15:50:32 GMT

nothing could ruin my day...2 for 1's on turkish golds, modest mouse, Ben's party..i mean come on, those things have to get you a somewhat excited. then i heard the news. Krista, Matt and Tom would be missing the show (im sorry you guys). i felt sooo bad because i know everyone was looking forward to that show, but i tried to brush it off my shoulder(it didnt work well), but the night continued on. Me and the ladies(josh,cheryl,billy,greg,matt and brady) hopped on the L, and lets just say everyone go a bit too drunk, a bit too early. we all got pumped for modest mouse, standing in the crowd after death cab came on was such an adrenaline rush, but modest mouse took too long to set up. and even worse the crowd was horrible. and when i say horrible i mean pathetic. we all ended up leaving the hot sweaty bodies and relocated ourselves in the back because it wasn't even worth it. and even worse afterwards when we got to Ben's both kegs were dry. i got back to Sheilas and reminisced until 5ish, and im awake now...blah. i decided im calling into work sick and then sleeping some.

i'm sorry for me rambling on, i guess i could of easily said i went to modest mouse..woo?!?!...i think not.

Positively 4th Street

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 05:12:00 GMT

You got a lotta nerve
To say you are my friend
When I was down
You just stood there grinning

You got a lotta nerve
To say you got a helping hand to lend
You just want to be on
The side that's winning

You say I let you down
You know it's not like that
If you're so hurt
Why then don't you show it

You say you lost your faith
But that's not where it's at
You had no faith to lose
And you know it

I know the reason
That you talk behind my back
I used to be among the crowd
You're in with

Do you take me for such a fool
To think I'd make contact
With the one who tries to hide
What he don't know to begin with

You see me on the street
You always act surprised
You say, "How are you?" "Good luck"
But you don't mean it

When you know as well as me
You'd rather see me paralyzed
Why don't you just come out once
And scream it

No, I do not feel that good
When I see the heartbreaks you embrace
If I was a master thief
Perhaps I'd rob them

And now I know you're dissatisfied
With your position and your place
Don't you understand
It's not my problem

I wish that for just one time
You could stand inside my shoes
And just for that one moment
I could be you

Yes, I wish that for just one time
You could stand inside my shoes
You'd know what a drag it is
To see you...

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 05:04:59 GMT

You gotta sink to swim

impersonate greater persons

cause we all know art is hard

when we don't know who we are...